Senin, 13 Februari 2012

my first time leaving him for office duty....:( :( :( 
don't ask me how's my feeling..........

Rabu, 08 Februari 2012

Challenging story of working mom...

Bussy bussy bussy....
I've been sooooooo.........bussy lately...this project is killing me....
Last two days was the worst day...I worked about 15 hours a day...stress+tired was a perfect combination to described my feeling :( It's trully a challenging moment for a working mom....

But...here's another story that made me realized "there's always a rainbow after the rain"
Yesterday I was out of my office building @ 9.30 pm....the taxi driver was complaint bcos he had to wait for me for about an hour...he had no clue that he dealt with "stress+tired+mad+hungry" women...I screamed back to him that it's not totally my false bcos he came early...and he was quite...but I know that he still mad...it's clearly described by the way he drove the car..."fast and furious"......
My hubby picked me up at the middle of the road...I told him about my office thing and a mad taxi driver...and I cried out loud! yes dear I cried...and totally loud!!! I'm tired about all the condition... the fact that I'm mom but I have no enough time to take care of my baby...the fact that all the office work that getting hard and harder....and he was say nothing....jusk asked me to lay back to take a rest and gave me a nice and warm fondling in my head...that's a bit relaxing...

And the miracle happened....when we arrived home...I knocked at the door and saw this tinny innocent and cheery face..., holding by his BS...opened the door....he was really happy to saw me....OMG it's 10 pm and he wasn't slept yet....I hug him...and suddently all my burden was fallen appart.....my BS told me that after I called her that I worked late...my baby was not slept...he was like waited for me...sweet...
I played with him a while and ask him "dear my baby...mom will take a bath for while, wait for me ok...so we can play again...", and you know what...after I finished shower...I saw him still awaked...played with his toys...I breasthfeed him and slept together......

You know how much I love you dear baby...this condition is the best choice for us now...for a better future...


"when you want the rainbow...you have to tolerate the rain..."


Senin, 06 Februari 2012

I'm baaaaaack....*emak labil*

Ternyata oh ternyata....aku balik lagi ke blog yg lama hue heheheheheee....
Soalnyaaa...stelah dipikir pikir...kalo tema-nya masih sama ttg kehidupan keseharianku and kluarga....knapa ga dijadiin satu aja.......*telat sadar*
Jadi.....sebelum baca postingan2 baru disini....ada baiknya dan seyogyanya apabila sodara sodara membaca dulu blog saya yang ini biar ga ada cerita yg keputus....apabila sudah....yuk balik lagi kesini...huehehehehe....

CU soon...(^ ^)v
Oh ya...rasanya kok kurang afdol ya klo belum menambahkan foto emak kece dan anak guanteng ini...hehehehe....